indigestion
tears  drip 
into  the mix 
like  hot 
bacon 
grease
an  essential
ingredient 
for  the dirty 
gravy  that 
you  greedily 
sop  up
with 
your  dry 
biscuit
heart 
but  i've lost
my  appetite 
anyway 
it's  been too 
long  since 
i've  been 
served  love 
for  breakfast 
knives  in waiting
when  love-
making 
devolves 
into  mere 
fucking 
a  shape-
shifter  is 
exposed 
your 
lover's 
new  de-
meanor 
more 
feline 
than 
female 
a  feral 
passion 
sinking 
into 
shoulder 
blades 
with  the 
caress 
of  sharp 
nails 
ten  little 
harbingers 
of  the 
inevitable 
back-
stabbing 
to  come 
will  work for love
i  wasn't looking
for  a handout
when  i said
that  i needed
change
in  my life
but  she handed 
me  those three 
little  words 
anyway
like  some dirty 
coins  that had 
already  been 
spent  on some-
one  else and 
returned  for 
a  refund 
even  so
i  accepted
the  offering
considered  it 
a  gift
and  gave her
a  gift
of  my own 
and  it's 
true  that 
money 
doesn't 
buy  love
but  it's also 
true  that love 
doesn't  buy 
respect
consideration 
compassion
or  even a hot 
lunch  on Sunday 
and  meanwhile
that  silver
is  still jingling
in  my pocket
rattling 
like  the chains
that  shackled
my  heart
back  when i 
actually  cared
and  i'm still
working
for  some kind
of  change
in  my life
because 
the  change
that  i got
wasn't
the  change
that  i needed 
it's  hard to say
just  who's to 
blame,  but 
either  way
i'm  stuck 
with  a handful
of  cold reckoning--
more  legal
than  tender--
hanging  around
a  pay phone
with  nobody 
to  call 
Jack  T. Marlowe is a disillusioned, formerly romantic rogue from  Dallas,
TX.  A writer of poetry and fiction and a  veteran of the open mic, his work 
has  appeared in Carcinogenic Poetry, Montucky Review, Black-Listed 
Magazine,  Visceral Uterus, Handful of Dust  and elsewhere. Jack is also 
the  editor of Gutter Eloquence Magazine (www.guttereloquence.com). 
 
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