indigestion
tears drip
into the mix
like hot
bacon
grease
an essential
ingredient
for the dirty
gravy that
you greedily
sop up
with
your dry
biscuit
heart
but i've lost
my appetite
anyway
it's been too
long since
i've been
served love
for breakfast
knives in waiting
when love-
making
devolves
into mere
fucking
a shape-
shifter is
exposed
your
lover's
new de-
meanor
more
feline
than
female
a feral
passion
sinking
into
shoulder
blades
with the
caress
of sharp
nails
ten little
harbingers
of the
inevitable
back-
stabbing
to come
will work for love
i wasn't looking
for a handout
when i said
that i needed
change
in my life
but she handed
me those three
little words
anyway
like some dirty
coins that had
already been
spent on some-
one else and
returned for
a refund
even so
i accepted
the offering
considered it
a gift
and gave her
a gift
of my own
and it's
true that
money
doesn't
buy love
but it's also
true that love
doesn't buy
respect
consideration
compassion
or even a hot
lunch on Sunday
and meanwhile
that silver
is still jingling
in my pocket
rattling
like the chains
that shackled
my heart
back when i
actually cared
and i'm still
working
for some kind
of change
in my life
because
the change
that i got
wasn't
the change
that i needed
it's hard to say
just who's to
blame, but
either way
i'm stuck
with a handful
of cold reckoning--
more legal
than tender--
hanging around
a pay phone
with nobody
to call
Jack T. Marlowe is a disillusioned, formerly romantic rogue from Dallas,
TX. A writer of poetry and fiction and a veteran of the open mic, his work
has appeared in Carcinogenic Poetry, Montucky Review, Black-Listed
Magazine, Visceral Uterus, Handful of Dust and elsewhere. Jack is also
the editor of Gutter Eloquence Magazine (www.guttereloquence.com).
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